my grandma leaves tomorrow and i'm super emotional
my boyfriend drank too much and threw up in my bed this morning. he doesn't remember throwing up last night either. he feels really bad and made my grandma and mom and their friends a really fancy dinner and is doing all the dishes.
living in this big house with my boyfriend and not my grandma is not how i thought this year would go.
my mom being here is surprisingly calming.
i know it's really for the best that she's going, but i'm still not ready and i keep crying super randomly and i wish i could just stop