i'm still going insane....i'm starting to despise my mom, just for making me stya in the house.. even though its probably better for me......even though i feel fine.. REALLY!! i feel fine, no more swelling or spots, i even stopped coughing up blood.. i can eat solid foods again.. DAMNIT!!!
so since i'm not going to prom...whats the whole big secret that ryan had that NO ONE would tell me... everyone was like , " oh, you'll find out at prom" , well guess what, i'm not going to prom, so tell me now..
from my point of view...which isnt much..it looks like everyone's pissed at ryan for one reason or another... i dont know why.. i'm not.. hi ryan, i love you!! great comment! so funny.. i was really hoping to make out with you too and then cough on people! (chris you were right, ryan's a lesbian)............JUST KIDDING!!!!!!! i'm kidding..dont hurt me!
apparently Pillow (aka Justin) is like moving to bumblefuk Utah... which sux..now i really cant use him as my pillow..... AND STOP CALLING ME SQUISHYBEAR DAMNIT!!!!! I hate it!
i was talking to Marc (canada) andhe reminded me about stuff.. i miss my freshman, who's gonna take care of them and feed them and give them 20 hugs a day.. i'm so sad, i miss my freshman hugs!!! Mirabai, nicole, Julia, Mike, Peter, even Andrew (granted that was more of a sexual neck lick thing)......i miss nicole's neck bites (Oh BABY!) and all the hickeys she gave me... and mirabai with her unique style.. and Julia with her rosie cheeks, and mike and how he always grabbed EVERYONE's Ass..even Marc (frankels)... hehe... i love my freshman! and then there are my sophamores!
like Marc (aka Horatio), who i will miss most, my lesbian love child with Kimmy, i've known him forever, he's my baby.. i love him so much... then there's Buff (buff's hot)... and Zack, with his druggie cute shaved head now-going-out-with-audrey thing, and how i never got to rape him... not even once..
and then my juniors, which is basically everyone , caus e i'm supposed to be a junior, but whatever.. to my juniors who i love, and fuck the ones who suck.. like those fuckin bastards who block e-hall EVERY G-DDAMN DAY!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
then to my seniors....see u at graduation... june 7th...
but i'm going to miss my freshman and sophamores a lot.. who'ss gonna take care of them.. someone will, but not like i did.. they wont have that extra ounce of Viva-Love.. which of course, EVERYONE needs! gotta have that vivalove!
so anyway i'm sad.. and i need some ass, which isnt possible right now.. granted i have mono.. which i dont think i have anymore.. but we'll see tomarrow..
i dont know
i get to goto acupuncture tomarrow.. i have the urge to beat up someone... where's the ex-jon when u need someone's ass to kick.. oh yeah he's in israel too..
random thought for the day:
how's Bonnie P, and the Fernheimers??? what are they up to these days?
i know Avi's in Albany with sarah this weekend.. *wink wink* ..have fun.. hehe.. anyway
tomarrow is shabbat... and i cant goto services (granted they dont start till night anyway) ... whatever....i hope i'll be able to goto the sophamore class confirmation this year.. Marc (F) really wants me to go... i want to be there for him.. he's my baby...
JENNY!! i'm not that contagious.. u dont have anything to worry about if u come and visit.... unless we make out or something (WHICH I SERIOSULY DO NOT PLAN ON DOING WITH YOU!--no offence) you wont catch mono... u an come visit.. its ok! bring other people too!
i want people to come visit me this weekend.. someone come visit me.. hopefully kidnap me so i can sit and at least watch other people bowl...
or something... i dont know!
(i dont know what recumbent means)