i feel like i'm competeing with Jeff for the most livejournal entry's in like a day now.. whatever...
Apparently Mr Early (cunselor) called my mom and i have a B in history.. which is good which means i'm passing.. granted i havent beent here in a week and such... i start with my chemistry tutor today...for horticulture and chemistry in the community.. which is gonna be weird cause most of the stuff we do is all like inclass stuff... in both classes.. my tutor comes at 4pm for like an hour and a half...
i was woken up so many times this morning.. but still managed to sleep until like 11:30..which is good,i needed it.. i'm not feeling too well today...my fever is gone again, but i'm really weak and tired and stuff..people call so G-DDAMN EARLY IN THE MORNING!!! Geez..uch..
i watched Idle Hands this morning.. i fel like it... it just seemed like the right thing to watch..it has maybe lke 3 good quotes which i was gonna write down for chris..but i forgot...no wait.. i was too lazy. yeah.. thats it
i feel so bad about Jeff's Grandma, i wish there was something i could do...i'd make you all cookies, but yeah they're missing and i have no way of getting them to you...
i almost talked Jordan into making a livejournal last night...i'm not mad at Diane anymore.. i was for personal reasons.. so i want to apoligize for writing that really harsh email.. really harsh.. i hope u can forgive me and stil let me have the hair dye..
the only people online during the day are the college people.. but most of them are always away.. at class.. and everyone who isnt online is at school.. i havent talked to Nikki's dad in a while.. he usually updates me on whats goin on with Nicole and Aaron..i miss them... i should call or email or something...
my hair is growing..its becoming more 80's everyday.. soon it will be more curly and turn into a JewFro.. in which my mom's friend Tammy (who's a hairdresser) is gonna com style it for my uncle's wedding to Randi (from 97.1 washFM)
i hope fedeli's doing better... i think everything will be ok.. dont worry Jenny, be happy! it will be ok!
i have to do some history toay..i have to read and like do a map or something.. i think it would help if i found my history book.. yeah
my keyboard has been a real bitch lately... its just not pressin the buttons i want it to....i'm annoyed with it.. err!
i still have tiny dancer in my head... its crazy.. oh yeah.. Jessica Alba is really hot! (she's the chick from Idle Hands)
i think thats all for now... i miss Ms Ogaz.. how's she doin??? I LOVE YOU MISS OGAZ!!!
i have to go shower.. (hey Buff--i'm gonna be naked--hehe)... buff's so cute!
you've got a friend in pensylvania--new found glory
Scotty came to visit me after school!!...i love scotty!! we talked for like 15-20 min.. then he left.. and it was really nice.. he was telling me about school.. he's always so happy and excited..it was SO CUTE!!! i love Scotty!
i talked to fedeli on the phone today...he called to tell me that he ate solid foods.. which is SO GOOD! i'm very happy for him..i know the feeling of not being able to eat anthing without it hurting.. so yeah.. he wants to come visit me..but i'm not too sure.. cause he's all sick and stuff... so i dont know if its such a good idea...i'm confused..
i have a new request!..hehe... ok.. since i can see the top of the school from my house.. i want all of my friends to go on the roof of the school and hold up a sign or something so i can see it.. like a really huge banner... that's my new thought.. (you dont actually have to do it--just a thought)....hehe...
anyway.. i got to go get ready to like study and stuff.. tutor's coming..uch.. i dont even know this lady..if its even a lady.. i hope she's like young and hot.. that would be cool.. hehe
yeah.. so my chemestry tutor is really hot.. like fresh outta highschool....she went to gaithersburg.. Her name is Natasha.. she's hot! and she smells really really good.. i wish i knew what that smell was.. cause its really good.. she's like one of those straight preppy people.. but its ok.. she's nice.. and goodlooking.. hehe.. apparently i'm a good student..hehe.. she doesnt know me that well..hehe..i bet she has one of those college boyfriends..or something..i dont know.. definately straight.. so no chance here....its ok.. she's nice to look at.. and she actually teaches and explains things... something real teachers have never done for me before!!! what a concept..
i got my ACHSHAV magazine..which isthe USY seaboard regional magazine... and it just now donned on me that there arent anymore USY conventions and i wont see any of my friends for a really long time.. which is sad.. i kinda really want to goto international this year in December because its in DC ...but i dont know if the board of directors will let me.. plus i might stll be in Israel... so i dont know..my other random thought..
my grandparents are coming over for dinner tonight.. my brother (real one) is probably coming too.. oy.. anyway.. i dont know..
i'm waiting for rob to coe visit and bring me, little nicky and shreik if i know what u did last friday the 13th, over.. he said he would.. and hopefully some other movies to keep me occupied.. even though i have work to do now.. which i'llprobably end up doing out of boredum... cause LORD KNOWS i dont want to finish cleaning my room.. even though u can still see like all of the floor..so i consider it clean.. but apparently its not clean until like the shelves are in order or something.. whatever...parents
my fever has been with me like all day.. its bad..today's not one of my better days...OY..
i emailed Daniel Rosenthal, to see if i could still get a yearbook,..i didnt order one or goto spring to get one... but they might have one left for me.. so i asked..
i talked to Mark Brill for a while.. (my ex-prom date --the 1st one)... he's doing ok.. he emailed mr george which is cool.. cause mr george rocks! Mark was like Mr Georges gofer (go for this, go for that)..i miss Mark.. a lot.. he's at college park too.. wow a lot of the people i have crushes on seem to be at college park..weird.. granted i've known Mark a LOT longer than anyone else... he was in my brother's (liron's) boyscout troupe... he's also good friends with Avi Guzman's brother, Josh.. everyone knows Avi Guzman.. he was in USY.. Where is he now?? random thought...yeah.... Avi Guzman owes me 35 cents..other random thought..anyway..
i love that scotty came to visit.. i miss chris though.. i'm in like hug denial...i'm used to getting like 200 hugs a day from everyone..freshman,sophs, marc F (my baby), chri, the clique...i'm in like complete denial..
i'm till in my 80s punk..billy idol, phase...i think its the hair..weird...
i miss my USY friends...seaoard and international..
my brother is over...Liron... he's weird.. he wouldnt say hi..so i'm saying hi on behalf of him...dont ask...
Sara is a great friend of mine, who has a crsh on Yoni.. hehe.. we had ANOTHER of those.. i DID NOT HOOK UP WITH THE DINKER conversations...here..read:
Skornstein (9:22:34 PM): ari cohen brought the cow to convention Skornstein (9:22:34 PM): we were all wondering if you ever did hook up with little cohen:-) DivaVivaLF (9:22:57 PM): i DID NOT!!!! I never hooked up with his little brother DivaVivaLF (9:23:01 PM): i hate ari's cow Skornstein (9:23:38 PM): why? the cow is cute DivaVivaLF (9:23:47 PM): it scares me DivaVivaLF (9:23:55 PM): it like jumps and stuff Skornstein (9:24:07 PM): i think little cohen just wanted people to think he hooked up with you DivaVivaLF (9:24:15 PM): yeah he does DivaVivaLF (9:24:29 PM): he told everyone that we did..... but we did NOT! DivaVivaLF (9:24:36 PM): if i did i would admit it, but i didnt DivaVivaLF (9:24:43 PM): its dirty..he's a dinker Skornstein (9:25:08 PM): eeeeeeewwwwwwww. i know thats what i told ari DivaVivaLF (9:25:12 PM): yeah Skornstein (9:25:50 PM): but a lot of people thier said that you two did DivaVivaLF (9:26:14 PM): i know..and their wrong DivaVivaLF (9:27:04 PM): i didnt Skornstein (9:27:08 PM): :-) DivaVivaLF (9:27:13 PM): :-) DivaVivaLF (9:27:28 PM): sara sara sara sara.....hi Skornstein (9:27:40 PM): i'm glad. i brushed my teeth just thinking about it DivaVivaLF (9:27:56 PM): he has a girlfriend now...the guy u hooked up with Skornstein (9:28:37 PM): eeeeeeewwwwwwwww DivaVivaLF (9:28:42 PM): yeah Skornstein (9:28:57 PM): he was at convention DivaVivaLF (9:29:01 PM): i know DivaVivaLF (9:29:04 PM): i talked to him Skornstein (9:29:27 PM): and there was this cute guy named jeff who was really cool DivaVivaLF (9:29:42 PM): cool.....do u have the roster? Skornstein (9:29:48 PM): but then he was friends with mark and didn't talk to me any more DivaVivaLF (9:29:57 PM): oh Skornstein (9:30:08 PM): yeah DivaVivaLF (9:30:09 PM): do u have the roster? can u make a copy and send it to me? Skornstein (9:30:25 PM): and zach got sick and didn't go and i was pissed DivaVivaLF (9:30:32 PM): i know..i talked to him too DivaVivaLF (9:30:42 PM): i'm suprised.. Zach Schreiber missed a convention DivaVivaLF (9:30:51 PM): he was like freshman of the year....he went to everythign Skornstein (9:31:08 PM): i really wanted to see him. sure. its pretty much the same crowd as all the other conventions DivaVivaLF (9:31:31 PM): i know...but still Skornstein (9:31:40 PM): i know he is so nice and HE SAID HE WAS GOING AND DIDN"T Skornstein (9:31:51 PM): because he was "sick" DivaVivaLF (9:31:59 PM): yeah..he is sick...i talked to him DivaVivaLF (9:32:04 PM): he's online right now Skornstein (9:32:25 PM): where? Skornstein (9:32:40 PM): no he logged off i imed him too DivaVivaLF (9:32:44 PM): on AIM... his name is ZCool623 DivaVivaLF (9:32:47 PM): yeah DivaVivaLF (9:32:51 PM): well he was Skornstein (9:33:06 PM): talking and iming aren't the same DivaVivaLF (9:33:13 PM): true Skornstein (9:33:25 PM): i can't believe there is no more yoni Skornstein (9:33:57 PM): the senior guys were all singing od yavo shalom aleinu at 2 in the morning saturday night Skornstein (9:34:08 PM): it was so funny DivaVivaLF (9:34:29 PM): cool DivaVivaLF (9:34:33 PM): did u sing the hill song? DivaVivaLF (9:34:42 PM): did u have to walk the hill Skornstein (9:35:36 PM): and then "my bonny lies over the ocean". does it get any more random? Skornstein (9:35:52 PM): yes but it was at a different camp so it was a different hill DivaVivaLF (9:36:00 PM): oh Skornstein (9:36:03 PM): but i gotta go finish the butt load of make up work i have DivaVivaLF (9:36:14 PM): ok..later DivaVivaLF (9:36:21 PM): so u had a good time at convention? Skornstein (9:37:52 PM): yeah, it rocked!
in conclusion.. i hate Ari Cohen's cow.. its stupid and frighting... the end..
i have a quote from Avi's Info: I'm a man as you can tell but I don't stand with the plan too well I want to lend a hand help people understand refine, redesign the image of man I want you to see how men can really be we need a new definition of masculinity When boys are young they're taught not to lie you better not pout you better not cry the song is wrong & I'm tellin' you why there's lack of expression in every single guy We're taught that we've got to hold in what we feel that's not real - from ourselves we steal - the deal is to heal the expressionless man in the world express yourself to other guys not just girls & enough with this notion of a strong man he seems tough but he's down with the wrong plan those who are strong are strong enough to show that inside you don't have to hide - you and your ego. know and trust that you can show and discuss not just lust even though sometimes you think you must demonstrate your manhood that shit ain't no good.
i thought it was amusing...
my best wishes and love go to Jeff and his family! if you need anything i'm always here for you sweetie!
erica--YOU'RE HOT!!!! (random..thought u should know) ryan-- where are you.. i miss you.. Jordan and Gini-- You ROCK for bringing me cookies tomarrow! chris--hug me! brian- YOU MY DADDY!!! hope everything with Dennis is wonderful!
i just joined the Gayteen community thing and i was reading people's entrys and this came about and i found it interesting..it's by the LJ name Iceblink
OK, since the question has been brought up. Bisexuality, just like being gay or being straight is not a choice, it is who you are. It is not an excuse, again it is who you are. Bisexuals are tired of the notion that a) we are greedy, b) we can't make up our minds, c) we are slutty, or d) we should just get over ourselves and be gay.
I have been bisexual since I was 14, now I am 32. When I went through this as a teenager I thought, oh this is a fad, oh this is a phase, maybe I am gay and can't admit it, maybe I am straight and I want to be accepted.
Well, none of the above. Bisexuals are discriminated from both ends. The straight people don't understand us and the gay people think we are fooling ourselves.
If you found out that you are gay, superb, yippee, I am delighted. Be who you are. If you are bisexual, the same goes. Just be who you are.
For the record, I have been in love with and love women, I have been in love with and love men.