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doctor doctor doctor......dont take anymore blood [17 May 2001|08:11am]
i have a doctor's apointment at some point today...which will tell if i'm better...more blood work.....i have acupuntcture tomarrow at some point....

it also will tell whether my mom will let me go out tomarrow night or i have to sneek out...so yeah..

i'm tired i woke up at 7:52...weird....

later toay i'm going to the synagogue to do work and stuff... my cell phone is dead but leave a message and i can still pick upmy messages.. gotta love voicemail...u ca call me at Kehilat Shalom late like anywhere from 4:30-6:30-ish..i guess...

my mom is pickingup wifebeater for me..... i have a GREAT idea for Jordan's birthday....hehe... *evil grin* MWUAHAHAAHAHA!!!! its al good......to be discussed evily later with probably ryan and chris and erica....hehe

as far as i no one is coming to erica's afterparty--so dont worry,only the people u invited... no need for panicking.. i'll let u know if something happens...

i'm tired.....i know i hav e some random work to do but i forgot what..

i slept in my own bed last night...that was ok..itsweird after sleping in a bed for a few weeks to go back to something that's so low on the floor.. anyway...

MY CUCUMBER PLANTS ARE GROWING!!!!!!

chris i love you!
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today [17 May 2001|12:52pm]
so yeah....i oke up early today...that was annoyin.....Seas cme A(a chick--not hot) to fix the refrigerator...as if i knew something was wrong with it...then the AC people came.....cause the air conditoning is broken again....


Daniel Called.. he was sad...not having a good morning.. which made me sad.. he MIGHT come to hang with us tomarrow.... there is a chance that he will....but i dont know

Jeff Called...he's going to come over today and hang out with me..then i'm going to show him where chris lives....so he can suprise him..heehee....its all good..

my doctors apt is at 4:30...my tutor (the not hot one) is coming from 3-4...

i will probably be at KS from 5-5:15ish to like 7-ish...i dont kno u cans till call from before at like 5-ish 301-869-7699....just ask for Viva or Sigal... i most likely will answer the phone, i work in the office...

i'm typng up my english homework so it will look all nice and pretty... still have to make my wordfind for chem..its all good..


thats all for now...i'm home call me

--Viva
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doctors...string cheese... eh [17 May 2001|06:39pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

so jeff came over.. heehee....he's adorable.. he ate like 12 string cheeses...it was funny... heehe.....then chris came over.. then my tutor came over.....and i learned stuff and it was good... then my mom and i dropped chris and jeff back at chris's house.. i dont know if that was such a good idea....hmmm...anyway.....

i then went to the doctors...which was annoying......more blood..my arm bled a lot more than before.....weird.......my liver and spleen ar not enlarged anymore..they are back to normal.... so thats good...i'm allowed to goto "mirabai's".....i'm gonna need someone to take me home at like 8 or 8:30ish...causemy mom wants to pick me up at 9...from miribai's and if i get home before then...then it will be all good.... so yeah...

ifound a vest to go with my tux...heehee....all i need is a tie now... hey kimmi, what color is ur dress????


i went passed bst buy, the one that Daniel works in....i wanted to go in but my mom was like NO! i was sad... heehee

i got my phone recharger!!!! YAY!!!!!! i can use my cellphone again!!!!! I"M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!


chris and jeff are supposed to come back over...but they seem to be taking a REALLY long time...

weird.....anyway......i'm so hungry, i havent eatin all day.....

bye

--Viva

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tonight [17 May 2001|11:36pm]
[ mood | sad ]

so i went to chris's with Jeff to eat psgettie! SO GOOD>.....like orgasmically good...then we watched our thursday night shows..friends,will and grace, ER...

friends was ok....apparetnly rachel is pregnant..heehee....Wil and Grace was so funny, Jack has a kid...weird..... ER was SOO SAD!!!! so many people died and the doctr killed the guy cause he came after his wife and it was just sad.. i cried...

daniel called like 3 times..the first time jeff was laying o me....and making obscene comments and like spit in my ear or licked it or something...that was kinda really gross....and daniel freeked out cause i was being molested by a gay man and cybill...the second time he called chris and jeff were busy.. the third time jeff climbed back on top of me and started making obscenities again....the only time i really felt violated was when jeff was like humping me in chris's kitchen while he was cooking...i dont like people humping me...unless its pat in the hat or kevin or marc humping my leg i dont have a problem with that...

seriously jeff and chris are completely sweet together...i'm so happy for them, yet i'm kinda also really sad that i cant have that...all people want from me is like a good fuck, which i'm kind of prude about also... the only people i've had sex with have been friends...so i'm not used to having sex with random people...i'm also not that experienced with guys... i've only been with 4 guys.. not a lot...i guess i find more security in girs...which i've said before, i know..i dont know....it just makes me sad...i dont want to fall for daniel cause i know it wont work out...we're too different.. plus i love someone else who doesnt love me....so what does that make me? completely stupid? or a hopeless romantic?.... hate being alone..i hate being confused....i really ate being a lonely confused person at the same time...i dont know if daniel is going to be calling as much.....he might just ull a Uri and stop calling....i dont know..i hope not...i think i could manage a friendship..


i to a shower when i got home....my third today..weird...i dont know...i like taking showers... plus i really needed one...i felt like i needed to be like clensed or something

i miss my freshman....i saw peter today on the street...he looks like shit..hehe...whatever....he's a dumbass...i need hugs...jeff is great at giving hugs...i'm hinkng about using him for his hugs...i'm a hugwhore.. i swear.....maybe it goes along with being a JDSwhore


i had a eye on my boob....it was a bandaid...its cool....i have tatoo bandaids..they rock...


i'm tired..i need to sleep i just dont think i can....i dont know, i'm sad...

i need to cry...but i cant

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