July 7th, 2001
apparently jordan and greg refer to daniel as Steve.....weird
i dont know why i cant stop crying....
someone hug me
i think i might goto services in the morning..i havent been in a while.....maybe i need a touch of G-d or something.. i dunno..it might help me out.. i'l go get my service on..
that is if i'm awake
"I only live what I want to live, and feel what I wish to feel... my favorite thing in the world is to be numb... and watch the people dance beside me... can you know the person you are? and if you do, is that really knowing yourself? how many people in the world think they're alone, when there so much inside of yourself to play with... lol.. heh... maybe we should get together and dance, drink, and just be... "--AC
i ended up not going to services..i'm such a slacker.. i dunno......i'm probably gonna slack all day.....i dunno...i havent been feeling very well...its weird...i havent heard back from JC penny.. assholes....anyway.. i think i might goto the mall today for no apparent reason.. i talked to stacey this mornin...she rocks.. anyway.. i guess thats it.. call me at home
hey remember Uri...the JDS alumni who i met once and hooked up with.. jon's best friend (at JDS anyway)>. .. yeah.. he got a livejournal.. uri's livejournal ..yeahthe guy who was big on the rave scene.. whatever.. just random info
i'm going ot the pool with everyone over at chris's and then eatin psghettie..so i have my cell 254-5308...call me if u need me....then later i'll be at audrey's party.. so its all good...i'm still in my slackin mode.. but i havent seen chris and he's leavin soon and i'd rather be there than with my stepdad who's been bitching all day at me about my driving thing... uch.. i really hate it. OH and he still KEEPS askin me questions when i'm on the phone with someone.. it pisses me the fuck off.. anyway.. i'm chill...... call me.. lates