July 12th, 2001


my night

first off i'm SO mad at my grandparents.. they just WONT stop bitching ."get ur prioritys straight"' they say...they are u just wont fuckin listen to me to let me explain what i wanna do!.... driving is not my number one priority... finishing the thank you notes is not my priority right now.. i will do it when i'm ready!!!!!! so fuck off!!! GEEZ!

so the movie......at first it was cancelled so me,erica and kimi decide to see scary movie 2...but then jenny calls and is like.. the movies on..fedeli got the tickets..so we meet them at the rio and see final fantasy.. i saw an old friend/exbf.. his name is tony but i always call him avi...... he went to homecomin with me freshman year of high school..he's great.....he was on that program to the merchant marine acadamy with me.. he got REALLY ugy.. well he's alright.. he just needs to clean up a little.....he looks like hell...anyway...so we saw final fantasy..and me and kimi kept making really obscene comments kind of loud.....the guy in front of me yelled at me.. i was sad.. but not really.. apparently jenny got pissed and wigged out at fedeli and didnt see the movie.. i think she should have come in and found a single seat and just met us afterwards.. but then again there might not have been seats..but me and kimi did look for her...Apparently a Spider man movie is comin out.... SPIDER MAN FUCKIN ROCKS!!!!! he shoots webs from his hand!..he's great..afterwards...fedeli and jenny left.. so me, erica and kimi were kinda stuck...we called marc...he was busy.we call greg.. greg's great..he picks us up!.. so we drop off kimi and erica...then i was randomly like can i come with u (to jordan's random, party at gini's house)...so i go with him... he has jordans clothes and we dress up one of gini's bears.. and diane falls..again.. hehe.. they are great.....gini video tapes the bear with jordan's wheres the beef shirt... it was so funnny.. then we eat cake.. in honor of jordan's bday which was june 27th.. hehe... then we just sat around while greg spoke of meat tenderizers and henry winkler.. hehe.. and american politicians..dont ask..its weird
.....so yeah....thats it.......

i might go hang with AC tomarrow mornign at the mall....that would be cool......

night all
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apparetnly someone hates me... and they are too afraid to step up so they leave comments in my livejournal...poor insecure people.. so sad... if u wanna step up.. let me know.. but ut comments do not affect me because i dont know who u are

the comment i made in jenny's LJ

hey jenny, you are full of shit... seriously.. we did look for you in the theatre... we did.. we DIDNT SEE you at the movie theatres.. we looked .. and calling out ur name isnt logical because people would kill us for talking.. they yelled at me and kimi for taLKING.. adn why didnt you just go see the movie and then meet us afterwards.. that would have been logical.. i dont think you have a right to blame us for what happend.. or the clique in its entirty.. dont blame us because it is your fault.... i didnt see your boyfriends running out to help you.. even after he got the call that celia was at kentlands .. did he get up.. no not once... i was sitting next to him.. not once did he get up.. nor even look worried about you... jenny next thing, i thought you could take care of yourself.. and you dont think so.. humans first response to someone attaking is defense... so even if you were attacked u could beat ur attacker.. and you were in a public place with a lot of people around so its very unlikely that you would be attacked in the first place.. you are always really scared about being atttacked and you really shouldnt be.. .. and also.. u told us that the thing was cancelled... so me kimi and erica made different plans then you call us at the LAST minuet to tell us you got the ticket.s... we get yelled at by kimi's mom.. we get LEFT there with no ride home... even though after waiting for liek an hour and a half we got one.. we did save you seats.. after 10 min into the movie ..someone took them.. so dont give us shit....the movvie theatre also over booked the movie theatre and that isnt our fault either by the way.. you can still see a movie if u dont have a seat ya know... i care about you.. a lot.. but u gotta take responsibility for yourself.. u cant always rely on other people.. i love you and still consider you a friend.. cause contrary to what some people believe i will still be there when u and matt break up...just because something bad happend doesnt mean the clique is dying.. i dont think its right that you compare us to your other friends.... especially your internet friends who by the way, may be pediphiles or rapests....how do u know..u've never met them...oh so ur never going to a movie with a group again are you?? how is going by yourself different from you sitting by yourself for 2 hours...be realistic....groups work out but not when u do everything last minuet like you all did... dont blame us...cause for once it isnt our fault.. so basically now your never gonna talk to us again..is that it?.. i see how it is.. whatever jenny, i'm gonna sound all grown up on ya.. but you need to get ur prioritys straight... seriously..

mornign conversations

i'm having the best conversation with this dude from moussuri....he's so cool!!!

Croshan74 (10:54:46 AM): what hobbies do you like?I enjoy movie and music collecting
DivaVivaLF (10:55:28 AM): music, partying, cameras,pictures,tech communications, more partys..stuff like that
Croshan74 (10:56:19 AM): that is great,you seem like a great person to be around
DivaVivaLF (10:56:49 AM): im fun..and sometimes realy annoying...and a bitch
DivaVivaLF (10:57:06 AM): i bite,,, if u piss me off i'll bite you and make you bleed
Croshan74 (10:57:08 AM): thats ok lol
Croshan74 (10:57:35 AM): well I won't do that
DivaVivaLF (10:57:48 AM): cool
Croshan74 (10:58:37 AM): do you have a bf?
DivaVivaLF (10:59:06 AM): i have a gf
Croshan74 (10:59:23 AM): thats cool
DivaVivaLF (11:00:10 AM): yup
Croshan74 (11:01:15 AM): do you work anywhere?
DivaVivaLF (11:01:30 AM): no...i did though..but i stopped..
Croshan74 (11:02:06 AM): ahh i see
DivaVivaLF (11:02:14 AM): yup
Croshan74 (11:02:16 AM): was it seasonal type work
DivaVivaLF (11:02:20 AM): yeah
Croshan74 (11:03:06 AM): oh ok,I hate thaoe type jobs ,however it is great for people who go to school
DivaVivaLF (11:03:51 AM): yeah..i just graduated and i was supposed to goto israel this summer for like 5 months but my programe got cancelled so now i'm stuck in marylandf for like another year which is completly annoying... i'm really mad about it
Croshan74 (11:04:42 AM): sorry to hear that,that would have been very exciting
DivaVivaLF (11:04:47 AM): i know!
DivaVivaLF (11:04:50 AM): stupid warsa
DivaVivaLF (11:04:53 AM): wars*
Croshan74 (11:05:22 AM): yeah I hear ya there
DivaVivaLF (11:05:37 AM): yup
Croshan74 (11:05:47 AM): was it a foreign exchange program
DivaVivaLF (11:05:58 AM): no it was a volunteers program
DivaVivaLF (11:06:14 AM): plus i wanted to see my sisters and brothers...and friends
DivaVivaLF (11:06:28 AM): i was born there....my dad with his new wife and new kids lives there
Croshan74 (11:06:32 AM): oh ok that would have been really rewarding
DivaVivaLF (11:06:36 AM): yeah
Croshan74 (11:07:38 AM): well hopefully you can meet them someday that is terrible,do you keep in contact with your father much?
DivaVivaLF (11:08:01 AM): not with my father..he's an asshole.....with my other family there....my borthers and sisters..aunts..grandparents
DivaVivaLF (11:08:11 AM): i hate my father..
Croshan74 (11:08:16 AM): oh ok
DivaVivaLF (11:08:25 AM): yup
Croshan74 (11:09:04 AM): have you met your brothers and sisters before
DivaVivaLF (11:09:20 AM): yeah
DivaVivaLF (11:09:37 AM): they rock
DivaVivaLF (11:09:48 AM): i used to goto israel like every other year..
Croshan74 (11:09:50 AM): how long have you lived here in the U.S.
DivaVivaLF (11:09:55 AM): since i was 2
DivaVivaLF (11:10:00 AM): but i used to go back all the time
DivaVivaLF (11:10:07 AM): i havent been there in like 3 years
Croshan74 (11:10:08 AM): thats cool
DivaVivaLF (11:10:09 AM): '98
DivaVivaLF (11:10:17 AM): since '98
DivaVivaLF (11:10:19 AM): its all good
Croshan74 (11:10:31 AM): hopefully you can visit there soon
DivaVivaLF (11:10:36 AM): hopefully
Croshan74 (11:11:27 AM): I have never been ut of the country and i always would like to travel abroad one day
DivaVivaLF (11:11:38 AM): traveling is great
Croshan74 (11:12:45 AM): as far as i have gotten out of state was Illinois
DivaVivaLF (11:13:51 AM): i've been a lot of places.. well out of states... NYC,..kentucky, vA, WVA, FL, i'm goin to montana at the end of july.. etc.. its fun
Croshan74 (11:14:42 AM): that is really great enjoy yourslf ,have you ever been to missouri
DivaVivaLF (11:15:12 AM): nope..but it seems interestign enough tp goto
Croshan74 (11:16:08 AM): if you go to missouri check out St.Louis it is cool,i went to a WWF Pay per view there in '98
DivaVivaLF (11:16:46 AM): i'd goto st louis just cause of meet me in st louis with judy garland...i love judy garland.. i'm obbsessed...its really bad
DivaVivaLF (11:16:48 AM): hehe
Croshan74 (11:17:23 AM): she is awsome,i hope you have the Wizard of Oz lol
DivaVivaLF (11:17:42 AM): wizard of oz isnt her best movie.. but thats just my opinion
DivaVivaLF (11:17:49 AM): of course i have it..i have all hermovies
DivaVivaLF (11:17:50 AM): hehe
Croshan74 (11:18:34 AM): She is awsome I enjoy her work as well
DivaVivaLF (11:19:11 AM): yeah....she's great
Croshan74 (11:20:28 AM): I agree ,you can get some of her music too at Collectors Choice Music
DivaVivaLF (11:20:39 AM): yeah
DivaVivaLF (11:20:43 AM): i have 2 of them
Croshan74 (11:22:08 AM): cool i don't have her music ....but i have the Wizard Of Oz soundtrack on cd
DivaVivaLF (11:22:33 AM): awesome
Croshan74 (11:23:09 AM): yeah I like the Jitterbug song that was left out of the movie
DivaVivaLF (11:23:17 AM): yeah its great!
Croshan74 (11:24:53 AM): I was watching Turner Classic Movies the other day and now they are saying that there was a scene left out where she had an affair with the scarecrow
DivaVivaLF (11:25:25 AM): they are lying...
DivaVivaLF (11:25:32 AM): it was the tin man
Croshan74 (11:25:58 AM): oh I see
DivaVivaLF (11:26:21 AM): yup.. plus she was still with mickey roony at the time
DivaVivaLF (11:26:22 AM): hehe
Croshan74 (11:27:11 AM): heh heh I guess too that that Buddy Ebsen was the original tin man but got really sick
DivaVivaLF (11:29:55 AM): yup.. its all good.....
Croshan74 (11:30:42 AM): I am reading your journal
DivaVivaLF (11:31:01 AM): yeah
Croshan74 (11:32:40 AM): great perspective
DivaVivaLF (11:33:04 AM): exactly
Croshan74 (11:34:05 AM): I like your attitude,I admire people who are up front and honest
DivaVivaLF (11:34:46 AM): than kyou.....i learned over the year to not give a shit.. it took me a really long time to not care what people think.. and having the attitude of "kiss my ass"..has just worked out great for me
Croshan74 (11:35:47 AM): that is great and you you know you have to feel that way,no one else can run your life
DivaVivaLF (11:36:06 AM): yup
Croshan74 (11:37:48 AM): keep being strong and never let anyone bring you down
Croshan74 (11:37:59 AM): what kind of music you like
DivaVivaLF (11:38:02 AM): i agree completly
DivaVivaLF (11:39:45 AM): i like all music except country.. (excluuding the devil went down to georgia)
Croshan74 (11:40:39 AM): cool me too the are I live in is nothing but country hell
DivaVivaLF (11:40:46 AM): yeah
Croshan74 (11:41:14 AM): I like 8o's stuff,alternative,I yhave all of ABBA and culture Club
DivaVivaLF (11:41:25 AM): i LOVE culture club
DivaVivaLF (11:41:35 AM): and billy idol and david bowie...i'm all about 80s
Croshan74 (11:41:48 AM): me too I am a huge fan of theirs
DivaVivaLF (11:42:06 AM): i would love to just rape billy idol......... oh he's so great!
Croshan74 (11:42:08 AM): cool I 80's stuff is my specialty
DivaVivaLF (11:42:14 AM): i absolutely adore him in every way
Croshan74 (11:42:14 AM): heh heh heh
Croshan74 (11:42:44 AM): I have all of his vinyl and oa few of his cd's
DivaVivaLF (11:42:56 AM): i love vinyl......records are great!
Croshan74 (11:43:31 AM): one cd I have of him is out of print-Whiplash Smile
Croshan74 (11:43:51 AM): I have over 1000 vinyl records
DivaVivaLF (11:43:57 AM): i will give u 200$
DivaVivaLF (11:44:01 AM): wait i dont have 200$
Croshan74 (11:44:07 AM): heh heh heh
DivaVivaLF (11:44:13 AM): i will give u all my love and devotion if u givve the cd to me
DivaVivaLF (11:44:14 AM): hehe
Croshan74 (11:44:41 AM): I like his cove of " Don't You forget about Me"
DivaVivaLF (11:44:46 AM): i know!!1
Croshan74 (11:45:22 AM): I like the song "Sweet Sixteen"
DivaVivaLF (11:46:00 AM): i'm all about white wedding......hehe....
DivaVivaLF (11:46:19 AM): yum
Croshan74 (11:46:37 AM): very good song there and Eyes Without a face
DivaVivaLF (11:46:43 AM): definately
Croshan74 (11:47:27 AM): you are so cool
DivaVivaLF (11:47:39 AM): you are so cool!
DivaVivaLF (11:47:43 AM): ur my new best friend
DivaVivaLF (11:47:44 AM): hehe
Croshan74 (11:47:55 AM): thank you,you are too
DivaVivaLF (11:47:59 AM): score
Croshan74 (11:48:15 AM): what tv shows you watch
DivaVivaLF (11:48:42 AM): i havent watched that much tv..but i'm all about buffy the vampire slayer and boston publec..and queer as folk
Croshan74 (11:49:54 AM): those realy good,I have really gotten into Six Feet Under
DivaVivaLF (11:50:13 AM): so has my friend chris....i'm not reallly about that as much.....i love sex in the city though
DivaVivaLF (11:50:20 AM): hehe
DivaVivaLF (11:50:23 AM): its great
Croshan74 (11:50:34 AM): oh yes i like that one too
DivaVivaLF (11:51:26 AM): me and my friends
DivaVivaLF (11:51:41 AM): our 3 favoritecahnnels are telemundo.. QVC and porn..
DivaVivaLF (11:51:48 AM): when we're together thats all we watch
Croshan74 (11:51:57 AM): heh heh heh
Croshan74 (11:52:12 AM): that is cool you like prn too lol
DivaVivaLF (11:52:17 AM): and u know BET..and Mtv..and much music and random music videos and of course the almight/..pop up video
Croshan74 (11:52:59 AM): I love the music channels here too thanks to DirecTV
DivaVivaLF (11:54:04 AM): yeah

i've also been talkin to my friend zac...he's a hot model....he's great...all we talk about is sex....and jokes and stuff....its so funny

Zacs79Z (11:40:27 AM): hey
DivaVivaLF (11:40:31 AM): hey
Zacs79Z (11:40:48 AM): able to convers
DivaVivaLF (11:41:19 AM): for a while
Zacs79Z (11:41:34 AM): whats up
DivaVivaLF (11:41:38 AM): nuthin
Zacs79Z (11:42:30 AM): i just got to work
DivaVivaLF (11:42:40 AM): fun fun
Zacs79Z (11:43:01 AM): man i am being sexually herassed
DivaVivaLF (11:43:07 AM): my bad
DivaVivaLF (11:43:08 AM): hehbe
DivaVivaLF (11:43:09 AM): hehe
DivaVivaLF (11:43:12 AM): by who?
Zacs79Z (11:43:26 AM): every morning i walk in stephani is down stairs
Zacs79Z (11:43:39 AM): shes a mother andlike in her mid to late 20s
Zacs79Z (11:43:42 AM): but damn
DivaVivaLF (11:43:46 AM): whoa
DivaVivaLF (11:43:47 AM): hehe
Zacs79Z (11:43:59 AM): she has this low cut shirt to today so as i walk by
Zacs79Z (11:44:06 AM): i can see everything
Zacs79Z (11:44:19 AM): she has some nice tits
DivaVivaLF (11:44:21 AM): oh baby oh baby
Zacs79Z (11:44:42 AM): plus she has a hell of a body
DivaVivaLF (11:44:56 AM): sounds great
Zacs79Z (11:45:10 AM): she wears these damn glasses like shes some quiet lil librarian
Zacs79Z (11:45:25 AM): and im about to but myself watching her pick shit up
DivaVivaLF (11:45:39 AM): hehe
DivaVivaLF (11:45:43 AM): you should hit it
Zacs79Z (11:46:06 AM): i am going to try but i don't no if shes married
DivaVivaLF (11:46:13 AM): hehe
Zacs79Z (11:46:15 AM): and i don't want to screw up my job
Zacs79Z (11:46:30 AM): so this will a lil thought
Zacs79Z (11:46:46 AM): if shes married im going to b pissed
Zacs79Z (11:47:01 AM): maybe i can kick his ass
DivaVivaLF (11:47:01 AM): thats too bad
DivaVivaLF (11:47:02 AM): hehe
Zacs79Z (11:47:19 AM): and wait for her in her bed and not turn the lights on and fuck then
DivaVivaLF (11:47:30 AM): hehe
Zacs79Z (11:47:32 AM): and ttry to get out
Zacs79Z (11:47:49 AM): wait til something like this happens to u
DivaVivaLF (11:48:04 AM): yeah
DivaVivaLF (11:48:07 AM): no thanx
DivaVivaLF (11:48:08 AM): hehe
Zacs79Z (11:48:12 AM): i can't just give her a vibratot like some ppl
DivaVivaLF (11:48:18 AM): thats too bad
DivaVivaLF (11:48:19 AM): hehe
Zacs79Z (11:48:22 AM): i no
Zacs79Z (11:48:36 AM): a vibrator needs to b a universal remote
Zacs79Z (11:48:48 AM): give her one and help ASSist
DivaVivaLF (11:48:49 AM): i agree
Zacs79Z (11:49:17 AM): im glad i have a job were i sit to work
Zacs79Z (11:49:25 AM): she is bend ing perfectly over
Zacs79Z (11:49:36 AM): =-O
Zacs79Z (11:49:40 AM): :-P
DivaVivaLF (11:49:41 AM): shove a vib up her ass
DivaVivaLF (11:49:42 AM): hehe
Zacs79Z (11:49:48 AM): lol i wish
Zacs79Z (11:50:07 AM): hell if im going for that i am going to just slide my own vibrator in there
Zacs79Z (11:50:21 AM): u don't actually use a vibratot in ur ass do u
DivaVivaLF (11:50:27 AM): hehe
DivaVivaLF (11:50:28 AM): no
Zacs79Z (11:50:30 AM): ok
DivaVivaLF (11:50:40 AM): thats gross...i'm not about things in my ass
Zacs79Z (11:50:44 AM): i don't no about that whole anal thing
DivaVivaLF (11:50:52 AM): yeah....its not for me
Zacs79Z (11:51:07 AM): i won't lie though i tried it when i was younger w/ a girl
Zacs79Z (11:51:12 AM): but its notthe same
DivaVivaLF (11:51:19 AM): i understand....i'm just not about it
Zacs79Z (11:51:29 AM): yeah
Zacs79Z (11:52:06 AM): have u ever heard about fucking on a period and how it is supposed to ease cramps
Zacs79Z (11:52:15 AM): an old gf told me that
DivaVivaLF (11:52:27 AM): thats bullshit
Zacs79Z (11:52:38 AM): yeah well
Zacs79Z (11:52:41 AM): i tried that too
DivaVivaLF (11:52:52 AM): even though chicks are a lot hornier on their period.. but it desnt ease ccramos
DivaVivaLF (11:52:55 AM): cramps*
Zacs79Z (11:52:56 AM): that i reallllllllllllllllllllllly don't no about
Zacs79Z (11:53:12 AM): that was a hell of a mess
DivaVivaLF (11:54:10 AM): lots of towels
Zacs79Z (11:54:33 AM): it wasn 't bad it was just a bitch to clean up after
Zacs79Z (11:54:38 AM): that was bullshit too
DivaVivaLF (11:54:43 AM): yeah
Zacs79Z (11:54:50 AM): after that she was tryin to get all emotional too
Zacs79Z (11:54:56 AM): so i wasn't hangin for that
DivaVivaLF (11:55:06 AM): when a chick is on the rag....u should do it int he shower
Zacs79Z (11:55:16 AM): didn't think of that
Zacs79Z (11:55:40 AM): i nail stephani on the rag here though
Zacs79Z (11:55:42 AM): damn
DivaVivaLF (11:55:48 AM): damn
Zacs79Z (11:55:52 AM): i havea disease
DivaVivaLF (11:56:04 AM): which one?
Zacs79Z (11:56:08 AM): its called hormonewannafuckairus
DivaVivaLF (11:56:13 AM): hehe
DivaVivaLF (11:56:15 AM): ur great
Zacs79Z (11:56:20 AM): terrible
Zacs79Z (11:56:23 AM): lol
Zacs79Z (11:56:39 AM): u don't no yet
Zacs79Z (11:57:03 AM): i havethe hormones of 10 teenagers running through me
DivaVivaLF (11:57:08 AM): thats gotta suck
Zacs79Z (11:57:14 AM): not really
Zacs79Z (11:57:19 AM): i last 10 times as long
DivaVivaLF (11:57:24 AM): oh baby oh baby
Zacs79Z (11:57:30 AM): lol yeah
Zacs79Z (11:58:17 AM): i would how late she is working
Zacs79Z (11:58:44 AM): after everyone left i will happily sit her up on a desk and give her soem work
DivaVivaLF (11:58:51 AM): hehe
DivaVivaLF (11:58:52 AM): score
Zacs79Z (11:58:57 AM): damn striahgt
Zacs79Z (11:59:03 AM): or lesbian either way
DivaVivaLF (11:59:09 AM): hehe
Zacs79Z (11:59:14 AM): im just a lesbo in a mans body
DivaVivaLF (11:59:38 AM): i'm sure
DivaVivaLF (11:59:41 AM): heheh
Zacs79Z (12:00:04 PM): i can define sex in 4 words now
DivaVivaLF (12:00:17 PM): go for it
Zacs79Z (12:00:17 PM): lick stick suck fuck
Zacs79Z (12:00:33 PM): first 2 go for girls
DivaVivaLF (12:00:43 PM): i can descrivbe the 4 bases in 4 words... french feel finger fuck
DivaVivaLF (12:00:44 PM): hehe
Zacs79Z (12:01:02 PM): damn right
Zacs79Z (12:01:29 PM): there r soem many words that r dirty i check some don't
DivaVivaLF (12:01:35 PM): yeah
Zacs79Z (12:01:51 PM): if u go to a gas station the word PUMP stands out
DivaVivaLF (12:02:00 PM): lol
Zacs79Z (12:02:20 PM): if u get a head ache and u say my head is throbbing u got my full attention
Zacs79Z (12:03:05 PM): or watching tv and someone says pussy lickin
Zacs79Z (12:03:13 PM): then u no im watching a porn so leave me alone
DivaVivaLF (12:03:43 PM): hehe

so yeah..thats my mornign conversations....isnt it great

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i finished my notes..i think i'm gonna call my grandparents and tell them that as for the driving thing..its not high on my prioritys and that when i am ready i will learn to drive whether they are in florida or not