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DO !?!?!?! [26 Jul 2001|04:06am]
[ mood | high ]

so today after mike left anf FUCKIN BROKE MY FINGER!!!!! asshole... i went back to the mall and hung out with AC and ANdrew (the hot coworker--yum)..so they are like u can work if u want to...so i put on the suncoast thingie and i go out and help people and it was amusing.. and Marc decided not to come....bitch... but its ok... avi didnt come either but that's understandable.. but..so yeah.. iwas at suncoast and it was amusing..then suncoast closed.. and AC is like come smoke up with me and my cousin.. we'll meet u at clearSpring at midnight.. so yeah.. i was at clearspring from like 10pm- 1:30am.. alone.. and it was scary..i swear the trees were dancing.. i swear.. in a really scary way..anyway...so daniel calls before they get there... and apparently he went to the country with cathrine for liek 2 days..which is why he didnt call..which is cool i understand ..but its all good......then AC and missy or whatever her name is show up...and we try to find this fuckin treehous thing by the water so we can make a waterbong...cause it works better.. so we end up using some random persons hose.. and then going to a random park... not clearspring.. like a different one.. so we smoke up... its the LAST TIME....i swear......i'm not gonna do it anymore......really.... well i'll try.. but i'm serious..k....and then her cousin starts taking pictures.....then we randomly play at the park.. like on the monkey bars and shit.... OH>. Ac's cousin had like gummi bears.....they are so orgazmic after gettin high.. and during.. and it was like WHOOOAAA>......

then we did that from like 2-3:40...then i am home and its like 4am now......no on drives on blunt rd after like 2:30....weird

i got nuthin to do tomarrow..probably end up at the mall.......

i leave friday!!!!!!!!!!!!......hang out with me tomarrow..... its my LAST DAY!!!!you wont see or talk to me for like a whole week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its fuckin crazy.....how are u all going to live without me for a week??? (just fine i bet..i'm not that conceided).. anyway..... so yeah.call me and hang out with me tomarrow so i wont be like alone on my last day

so i applied for this job at Yankee Doodle candle Co.. and i get a letter from them today saying i didnt get the job... i thought that was nice considering no other stores notify u if u get the job......

today at the mall Will the phone guy was there ...... he is one of the sexiest, funny gay guys in the world...i absolutely love him to peices and more..


quote for the day:
"Those crazy LESBIANS!,........all they do is lay around anad smoke CRACK and worship Satan!!..its allotta bad.. its all kinds of bad!!!!!!"

umm....

i'm high as a kyte i just might try to check u out......let me go on....like a blister in the sun...let me go on......big hands i know your the one......

ggoodnight everyone...



i got the fuckin munchies

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new thoughts [26 Jul 2001|11:42am]
[ mood | drained ]

so.. it has come to my attention that people think i'm a bad influence on others... well that is NOT true... if anything i try to stop others from doing stuff.....
examples:

Marc (my baby) wanted a ciggarete and i was like "you really shouldnt, they are so bad for you and u can get addicted and you wouldnt want to ruin ur cute face"..

i was smoking and biggie wanted a drag.. and i wouldnt let him have one

and i have more fuckin stories....if anything i'm helping....just because i do them doesnt mean i'm a fuckin bad influence...i try to stop people from doing bad things damnit!......so basically.......FUCK EVERYONE WHO DOESNT LIKE ME>... JUst KISS my sweet sweet israeli jewish freek ass!

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OUCH>>>>>..damnit! [26 Jul 2001|12:28pm]
[ mood | bored ]

my finger fuckin hurts like anything..... OMG its so painful.... it hurts.....ouchies......

i'm so bored....i really dont feel like walkin to the bus stop today to goto the mall....so i'm gonna be home
.....call me at home

come visit today.....or call and i'll meet u somewhere......really i will...i have nothing to do but pack today

i'm leaving tomarrow.......for a whole fuckin week...without my phone....(u can still call and leave msgs and stuff on my cell phone).....no phone....no tv and i have to sleep outside in a tent.....i dont even get a tent......stage crew has to sleep outside....

i dunno.....

anyway...billy idol august 8th.. 9:30 club.. everyones gotta go..... i wanna make a list of people who will go with me

anyway....come over at random today.....i'm home...or call..but just really come over....i'm bored and lonely

someone hug me

---V

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today [26 Jul 2001|01:21pm]
daniel never called back...so today i'm gonna hang with avi....cause he really shouldnt be alone right now...... and he needs to eat....so yeah....u can still call and hang out w/ me though.....its all good.... i love avi....he's comin over in a few hours.....so i still have nuthin to do until then
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2pm [26 Jul 2001|03:48pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

my plane leaves tomarrow at 5pm so i have to be at the airport at like 2pm.. so i have all morning to hang out tomarrow....my mom has to go up to mount airy to do business or soemthing in the morning....i have all morning to hang out.. then we leave to goto the airport at like 2pm..which i already said

for laborday weekend i'm going to drive up to florida with my grandpa and help him unload all of their crap into their apartment there.. then i'm going to fly back....apparently from the end of september to the middle of november my grandparents are gonna be living with me...... SOMEONE SHOOT ME NOW!!!! OH Lord!

i bitched out mcnugget in an email..
"YOU ASSHOLE!!......where the fuck is my picture!!!!!......by the way the pictures of you didnt come out at all......not one fuckin picture....and u fuckin took mine.. IT WAS MINE.....not yours.....MINE....i want my fuckin picture back...u had nof fuckin right to take it!.....i'm seriously pissed off!...seriously"--the email

no calls yet....from kimi.....daniel..no one.....its sad

i really want to get to best buy today to check out he camera prices.... i heard they were lower than they were.... so i wanna check it out.. but i dont have a ride and i dont know the bus number

anyway......i got nuthin to do....i actually dont know if avi's comin over or not.....so my day will more than likely suck just like yesterday.....what a crappy 2 days before i leave..... grr....i'm disapointed

anyway.... call me....or come over..or SOMETHING

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[26 Jul 2001|04:23pm]
i'm bored...i think i'm gonna goto the mall....... obviously no ones comin over....so i'm goin out...CALL MY CELL 254-5308 if u wanna hang out.my last day in MD!....damnit...someone fuckin hang with me.....call
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fuckin SUCKED [26 Jul 2001|08:50pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

today fuckin sucked......daniel never called back and he told me to call HIM!.. whatever.....avi hasnt coome over yet....i got pissed off at my house and my fuckin finger..i can fuckin hardley type.... so i went to the mall..... hung out there....ran into Fran,Bong, and melissa.. hung out with them.....went to melissa's house....went to bong's house..watched bong and fran fight over Sims.. went to the village..walked all theway home in the fuckin rain......called kimi and left her a msg....called avi..another story all together...called daniel--still didnt answer...

daniel calls back like 15 min later...he's all like i'm going to the hospital , i think i broke my wrist..and i was SO pissed off...not even at him......like in general .....at like everything.. and so i bitch at him and was really mean to him so i kinda feel bad...but whatever.....so he might call...i doubt it.but he might...

i started thinkin about chris....i would give ANYTHING to just hear him....i'm in such fuckin denial.....i'm going IN-fuckin SANE!.....i started like crying my fuckin eyes out on watkins mill rd..walkin home....and i realize he is the only one who deals with my shit and doesnt bitch back...like i'll bitch.. but he wont be like "well i'm worse off than u because..." and that's why he's one of my best friends...ryan does the same... but u know...its all good...i miss chris so much....

i've basically been alone for like 2-3-4 days..cause erica's off with her friends.....i've been going to the mall every fuckin day.. like no actual hangin out.... just random bump-intos with a bunch of crackheads.... and so i got depressed and u know there's AC with weed...fun fun... and it works for a while...u just forget about ur problems for a few hours and its fuckin great....and thats what i needed i guess to hold me over.... its SOMETHING...when i have nothing... so its like whatever..

Avi's depressed which is sad....camp Ramah fired him without a warning which is SO not legal...and he did NOTHING wrong.. all he did was tell the kids to like clean up the cabin or something.. so yeah...he got fired and we're supposably hangin out tonight..i dont know.....and then apparently they fired sarah......well "asked her to leave"...they got her a replacement.....whatever....thats BULLSHIT.... they cant do that...... so they all are a bunch of assholes....i'm very dissapointed with camp ramah....Avi's promoting that everyone "BOYCOTT CAMP RAMAH"--so its like whatever.... i dont know.... its all good.... but so yeah.... i love avi...

i leave fuckin tomarrow..... at like 2pm..so if u wanna hang in the morning.....CALL ME DAMNIT!!!!.....dont be all fake and shit

today at the mall...eric.. the scary one who works at preztel time .. bought like 15$ worth a rit.....i gave him more than i should....for no apparent reason...i should sell the rest ... cause i cant get a fuckin job and i need some MONEY!..... i need some fuckin cash.....

anyway......whatever i'm home now.....

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avi [26 Jul 2001|10:41pm]
[ mood | not as mad ]

avi came to visit......we just sat outside by his car and talked...its great.i love avi.....he's one of my conversation people... he's so unbelievably awesome...i hope everything works out for him..cause he's amazingly great..


i hope everything is ok with daniel...i really didnt mean to sound so angry at him....so now i feel bad.. i hope his wrist isnt broken and that he's not dead.....cause that would suck.....i kinda wanted to see him before i go.. but whatever...he's too busy i guess to hang with me..if even for a little bit


i miss chris

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this was my day.....minus most of the stuff..... [26 Jul 2001|10:44pm]
"Had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again.
Spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace.
Smeared the lipstick on her face.
Slammed the door and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again."
And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on
And had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note it said, "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again." --fuel--bad day
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anyone? [26 Jul 2001|11:18pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

if no one is gonna call nor come over tonight......i'll goto sleep......i have until 2pm tomarrow to hang out with peopel.....my mom is goin out in the am.from like 7am until whenever..so i have until whenever to be alone.....call me..... come over....whatever


u all realize u can call me 24/7.. anytime all day..any hour.. its all good....i will wake up and talk to you if i'm sleepign...and i wont get mad like the sleepers do (being chris and whoever else can sleep for 3 days straight)....


i'm bringing my cellphone....i wont have it on most of the trip becasue there wont be anyplace to recharge the battery but i'll still bring it with me.... and u all can still call and leave me messages....301-254-5308...its all good.....

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