August 18th, 2001

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hmm....5am..no sleep

so yeah.....5:15am....no sleep.....jenny's asleep on pork (my couch)... daniel is asleep in my bed (the guest bed)....I've just finished talking to jeff....oh what a night of conversations....its crazy.....one crazy night...he's i think asleep on one random couch now......daniel has work at 9:30am....so i gotta wake him up...if oi gotot sleep i wont be able to....i wont get up....i'm so sleepy


i dont think i truely realized how alone i was until tonight...its absolutely crazy....i need someone....but i dont....i want someone

i'm thinking about going to services tomarrow


i made an obscene amount of juice today.....a fruit juice..with all the fruit in the house...mango,plums,peaches,blluberrys..its pretty good
then a juice with all the veggitables in the house.. celery,cucumber,carrots, tomatoe....its ok..but could be so much better

i love juicing things.....i love my juicer..i just wish that the juice came out better tastingg

i wanna goto sleep!!!!!

uch.....lates
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    Everclear - "Wonderful"
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update

so.....daniel left.....i still got no sleep.. NO WE DID NOT HAVE SEX!!!! or coffee...hehe.... JT is coming today..and not yesturday...

IT SUCKS TO BE A WOMAN!!!!!!!......at least i'm not pregnant

i'm slleeeeeeepppyyy.. no sleep will do that to u


me and jenny had waffles...chocolate chip waffels..with whipped cream..... i'm madly afraid of drinking my juice...yeee



hmm..i'm sleepy...i'll be back
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    En Vogue - Free Your Mind
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today

this mornign i spent like all morning talking to jenny cause jeff was sleeping....then jenny left.. jeff woke up and i spent all day hanging out with jeff... i love him.. he's ont he virge of raping me.. uh oh..i talked to his friend Jess online today...she's SO cool....damn stragiht people.....she lives in richmond

i'm so sleepy....still no sleep....right now.. jordan, gini, greg, scotty, erica, jeff and freshman mike are here... Brian is supposed to come.. JT is supposed to come too.. charlie didnt show up......grr...punk..

i feel like absolute crap.....OMG my stomache hurts so much...uch.. anyway..

i'm tired......no sleep...its crazy..... my 'rents come back monday at like 1pm-ish i think...so u know everyone's gotta be gone by like noon...

next week 27-sept 3rd..i'm going to florida with my grandfather..so he doesnt go alone.... i'll have my phone

call me...come to my party..its all good...the more the merrier or whatever

yeah

come over..especially gay men..lots of gay men..hehe
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    Bare Naked Ladies - Old Apartment (Live)