August 23rd, 2001


addition to my theory that people are stupid

AIMHelpGuardian (1:14:39 AM): Hello, I'm the AIM Administrater. I update everyones online needs to make sure that we have no problems. A lot of customers have been reporting. We will have to shut down everyone's account if customers do not participate in this procedure. We will need your password in order to make your online needs availible. Thank you for your time.

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DivaVivaLF (1:14:59 AM): why?
DivaVivaLF (1:15:12 AM): if u are an aministrator then u already have my password
AIMHelpGuardian (1:15:21 AM): No.
DivaVivaLF (1:15:23 AM): thats the whole point of registering isnt it?
DivaVivaLF (1:15:36 AM): what exactly do u do? that can help me anyway
AIMHelpGuardian (1:15:44 AM): No, the point of it is just making it your own password and everything.
DivaVivaLF (1:16:02 AM): if i chose it wouldnt it be my password already
DivaVivaLF (1:16:06 AM): be logical
AIMHelpGuardian (1:16:29 AM): Yes.
DivaVivaLF (1:16:41 AM): then u dont need to know it
  • Current Music
    Stroke Nine - Letters

earlier today

earlier this morning i was watching the Summertime music video that's by will smith..and he was wearing a speed racer shirt and that fuckin rocked!

i'm really excited about seeing charlie.. i adore him.. he's such a sweetie..

hopefully i'll get to hang at chris's this weekend

i'm madly in love with tony bennet and frank the entire ratpack i'm just madly in love with... yummy...

gene kelly and bing crosby as well

anyway....... i think i'm tired so i'll goto sleep i guess..
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    Train - Meet Virgina

OMG!!!!!! i'm SO PISSED OFF!!!!

ok my grandparents fuckin call at like 9am.. WTF..just to wake me up and bitch at me.. my grandpa was like..well we're up and u should be too!...i was abotu to be like FUCK NO!......grr...i'm so pissed off at them right now.. and then he's like bitching about FL..he's like "if u still wanna go"...if i still wanna go?? i didnt have a fuckin choice to begin with..what makes u think i have one now???...... OMG i'm so pissed off at my family...

they should all just lleave me the fuck alone!
  • Current Music
    En Vogue - My Lovin' [You're Never Gonna]


Charlies coming!!!!.... yay!!!!!!!....he's comign later than expected..but he's still comeing!!!! YAY!!!!!
  • Current Music
    Vinilla Ice - Ice Ice Baby

oh yeah

nicole is coming over today...she's so cool..i love her..i dont know how long she's stayin though.. but its all good

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charlie is supposably coming at 4:30 now..its all good...... hey look i'm not at the mall..i'm home..i made nicole soup.. and now i'm making brownies

call me


oh what a day

CHarlie is the sweetest guy ever....... he's so incredably adorable too.. he looks like kevin mccarthy but taller with bigger lips (you know what they say about guys lips--oh baby oh baby)......i got no ass today...i really wanted some too..i tried to make advances but they werent strong enough and like didnt work... whatever...its not liek there was any place to do anything 'rents were was a random good day... i got to see nicole and hang out with a total and absolute sweetie... i wish him the best at Va yeah.. maybe i'll get up there sometime..

i really want to call daniel and ask him out for coffee... but chris says i'm not allowed to have any coffee.. and i'm sad.. not even decaf coffee... hehe

hey people should fill out my application:
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What to do: Copy the application in an email and send it to and fill it out...if you dont feel comfortable filling out everything, you dont have to...but you need to fill out a majority. Thanks

The Basics

Nickname (what u like to be called):



Desired Relationship (Boyfriend, Girlfriend, Fu*kbuddy, friend, etc.):

Sexual Preference(gay, lesbian, bi, straight, transgender, etc):



Phone Number:




Do you drive? (if so what kind of car-year, engine, color, etc.):

Describe yourself physically (or send picture):

Describe yourself emotionally (medications, mental health):

What your best personality aspect is and why:

Describe your last relationship (How long it lasted, Boy/girl, What type of relationship, How you broke up, etc.):

What your idea of a first date is:

How long you should wait before having sex:

The Biggie

Why you want to have a relationship with me:

Add any notes/comments/suggestions to improve the application here

anyway.. so yeah.. whats up for tomarrow? anyone wanna hang? if not i'm probably goin back to the mall....i dunno......i have 6$.. which i owe to certain mallrats...hopefully i can get more money.. to get fedeli off my back.. .whatever....i dont know.. so who wants to hang out tomarrow....someoen call me tonight ...or come hang out with me or something

anyway lates
  • Current Music
    Madonna - Cherish

jon's poems.. so funny

A few poems about cows caught in tornadoes and flying cows:

There once was a cow from Peru
who lived in a big shoe
He ate all the frogs
Frogs are not kosher
Finally finding out he was a Jew

The tornado hit in Texas
and my cow was eating Chex mix
It hit our house
and killed a mouse
our cow now was able to pick up chix.

the most random conversation ever.....i'm confused..what if?

lechuga727 (10:33:40 PM): does it come to be that you are you and i am i?
DivaVivaLF (10:33:56 PM): faith
DivaVivaLF (10:34:01 PM): i guess
DivaVivaLF (10:34:03 PM): i dunno
DivaVivaLF (10:34:05 PM): why?
lechuga727 (10:34:24 PM): oh....well....its just funny..what are the odds that i would ever end up talking to you?
DivaVivaLF (10:34:56 PM): why is that funny? do u know me or something? or is this some random mind game...or do u want statistics?
lechuga727 (10:35:16 PM): no...its none of those
lechuga727 (10:35:26 PM): i dont know you...but what if i did
DivaVivaLF (10:35:48 PM): what if...then what?
DivaVivaLF (10:36:00 PM): what if u did know me? would i know you?
DivaVivaLF (10:36:22 PM): would we even be friends?....what if is a very open question
lechuga727 (10:36:27 PM): no...cause if i knew you you would know me
lechuga727 (10:36:32 PM): yes
DivaVivaLF (10:36:57 PM): whats the point of asking that question
lechuga727 (10:37:03 PM): what if i didnt?
DivaVivaLF (10:37:21 PM): didnt know me? or didnt ask the question?
lechuga727 (10:37:55 PM): what if either?
DivaVivaLF (10:38:17 PM): if u didnt know me....then we wouldnt know eachother..
DivaVivaLF (10:38:27 PM): if u didnt ask the question we wouldnt be having this conversation
lechuga727 (10:39:08 PM): well we might know each other...
lechuga727 (10:39:18 PM): what if iknew you in a past life...
DivaVivaLF (10:39:41 PM): then we knew eachother in a past life....what good would it do now?
lechuga727 (10:40:57 PM): what if we didnt know what good it would do now...but what if we knew what good it would have done us now, then?
DivaVivaLF (10:41:22 PM): why would we care then..if it did any good now?
DivaVivaLF (10:41:29 PM): we'd be dead
DivaVivaLF (10:41:39 PM): and in this life.. so it wouldnt make a difference
DivaVivaLF (10:41:53 PM): except possibly to make us better friends or not friends at all
DivaVivaLF (10:42:05 PM): or even random aquaintences
lechuga727 (10:42:23 PM): how could if make us better friends if it didnt make a difference?
DivaVivaLF (10:42:43 PM): why are u asking me these questions
lechuga727 (10:43:26 PM): what if i didnt ask you these talking to you now drastically changes your life
DivaVivaLF (10:43:41 PM): it doesnt
DivaVivaLF (10:43:45 PM): actually
DivaVivaLF (10:44:01 PM): i dont think you've changed my life at all ...sorry
lechuga727 (10:44:10 PM): it does....just listen
DivaVivaLF (10:44:24 PM): ok.....i'm listening
lechuga727 (10:45:50 PM): insted of tlaking to you friends, you are talking to are giving some of your time to me, now you could be talking to them more and deepening you relationship with them, but instead you talk to me....your relationship with you friends is different now even if just slightly, which will totally effect you life
DivaVivaLF (10:46:46 PM): i honestly doubt it.. even if i am talking to you i'm not talking to my friends even though i could be so it doesnt make a difference
lechuga727 (10:47:24 PM): well you are spending some of you time with me
DivaVivaLF (10:47:33 PM): and.. your point being?
lechuga727 (10:47:37 PM): when it could be spent with someone closer to you
DivaVivaLF (10:47:41 PM): i wish
lechuga727 (10:47:44 PM): to deeped your bond
lechuga727 (10:47:48 PM): deepen
DivaVivaLF (10:48:14 PM): i dont have anyone to spend time with...not tonight anyway
echuga727 (10:49:09 PM): what if i wasnt tlaking to you right now...what would you be doing?
DivaVivaLF (10:49:22 PM): surfing the net and not talking to you
DivaVivaLF (10:49:33 PM): exactly what i'm doing now..but with random conversation
lechuga727 (10:49:37 PM): exactly
DivaVivaLF (10:49:48 PM): so what?
lechuga727 (10:50:06 PM): but you would spend more time indulged with you surfing and get more involved with it
DivaVivaLF (10:50:27 PM): i doubt it.......i'm not doing much anyway.....
lechuga727 (10:50:48 PM): but you could do oyu know
DivaVivaLF (10:51:45 PM): i'm not really doing anything of interest.. so it doesnt matter to me.. i'm actually not even surfing ... just listening to music.. and you honestly dont have an effect on anything else i'm doing..
lechuga727 (10:52:21 PM): so what if i said that im your great uncle jim?
DivaVivaLF (10:52:31 PM): i dotn have a great uncle jim
lechuga727 (10:52:53 PM): yes you do..ask your mother
DivaVivaLF (10:52:58 PM): and if i do.. and you're him..i'd say.. hey ur like my father..where have u been all my life
DivaVivaLF (10:52:59 PM): hehe
DivaVivaLF (10:53:08 PM): oh..thats right..not with me
lechuga727 (10:53:29 PM): she might lie about it...but she is just ashamed of me
lechuga727 (10:53:33 PM): yes i know
lechuga727 (10:53:38 PM): your father is well...
DivaVivaLF (10:53:41 PM): why.what did u do?
DivaVivaLF (10:54:05 PM): which side of the family are u from?
lechuga727 (10:54:12 PM): im in jail
DivaVivaLF (10:54:25 PM): for what?
DivaVivaLF (10:54:52 PM): which side of the family are u on?
lechuga727 (10:54:56 PM): you have a cousin once removed.named jim
lechuga727 (10:55:01 PM): thats his lj
DivaVivaLF (10:55:08 PM): my moms or dads? or stepdads or half moms?
lechuga727 (10:55:17 PM): moms
DivaVivaLF (10:55:44 PM): thats not true......i know all my cousins
lechuga727 (10:55:46 PM): ask her now sweetie...and yu thought i would have no effect on your life...ha
lechuga727 (10:55:53 PM): dont
DivaVivaLF (10:56:01 PM): excepting ur like some 17 yr old kid from mass
lechuga727 (10:56:24 PM): yes my son is
DivaVivaLF (10:56:42 PM): u named ur son jim? after you?
lechuga727 (10:56:50 PM): yes
DivaVivaLF (10:57:02 PM): what was ur wife's name?
lechuga727 (10:57:10 PM): we never married
DivaVivaLF (10:57:20 PM): but she was in our family?
lechuga727 (10:57:21 PM): she left me with little jim
lechuga727 (10:57:21 PM): she left me with little jim
lechuga727 (10:57:31 PM): no
DivaVivaLF (10:57:46 PM): whats my fathers name?
lechuga727 (10:57:50 PM): im your grandmothers brother
DivaVivaLF (10:58:03 PM): my grandmother's brother is named Jake
DivaVivaLF (10:58:09 PM): not jim
DivaVivaLF (10:58:20 PM): what's my grandmothers name?
lechuga727 (10:58:37 PM): you will soon find out...just ask your mother..or you grandmother
DivaVivaLF (10:58:52 PM): what's your mothers name?
lechuga727 (10:59:21 PM): your great grandmother? why must you question me so?
lechuga727 (10:59:31 PM): my mothers name was mary
DivaVivaLF (10:59:43 PM): cause i dont believe you at all....tell me my great grandmothers name.....yeah......bullshit
DivaVivaLF (10:59:47 PM): as i thought
DivaVivaLF (10:59:52 PM): why are u fuckin with me
lechuga727 (10:59:58 PM): what if>?
DivaVivaLF (11:00:12 PM): what if what? werent full of shit?
lechuga727 (11:00:21 PM): im not...
DivaVivaLF (11:00:21 PM): i dont know..what if
lechuga727 (11:00:35 PM): im in here for life
DivaVivaLF (11:00:43 PM): why..what did u do?
lechuga727 (11:00:59 PM): i just want you to konw that you mother is the best thing yu have going for oyu
DivaVivaLF (11:01:09 PM): whats my mothers name?
lechuga727 (11:01:41 PM): b-u-l-l-s-h-i-t?
DivaVivaLF (11:01:54 PM): thats the wrong answer
DivaVivaLF (11:02:06 PM): what if?
lechuga727 (11:02:08 PM): that sucks....what if
lechuga727 (11:02:09 PM): ?
DivaVivaLF (11:02:29 PM): u tell me...what if?
lechuga727 (11:03:19 PM): no
DivaVivaLF (11:03:28 PM): why not?
lechuga727 (11:04:40 PM): what if>
DivaVivaLF (11:04:47 PM): who gives a shit what if?
DivaVivaLF (11:05:04 PM): what kind of a question is that? what if whaT?......where are u going with that question
lechuga727 (11:05:04 PM): i do...cause im in jail cause you mother is a witch
DivaVivaLF (11:05:10 PM): i know that
DivaVivaLF (11:05:31 PM): she's wiccan.. not a witch (which isnt true)
DivaVivaLF (11:06:09 PM): u dont even know my mothers name
lechuga727 (11:07:28 PM): i have ahlzheimers
DivaVivaLF (11:07:41 PM): how old r u
lechuga727 (11:08:12 PM): old enough to lose count
DivaVivaLF (11:08:34 PM): honestly..why are u fuckin with me? are u really THAT bored?
lechuga727 (11:09:16 PM): not fucking with you....
DivaVivaLF (11:09:26 PM): yeah....whatever
DivaVivaLF (11:09:40 PM): what evidence do u have...why should i even consider believign you
DivaVivaLF (11:10:01 PM): do u even know my name?
DivaVivaLF (11:12:06 PM): i knew it but i forgot.. one of my cousins is named hagar......i dont remember....sorry dude
lechuga727 (11:12:41 PM): yes
DivaVivaLF (11:12:52 PM): oh really
lechuga727 (11:12:56 PM): yes i do
DivaVivaLF (11:12:59 PM): my real name?
lechuga727 (11:13:05 PM): yes i do kimi
DivaVivaLF (11:13:14 PM): my girlfriend's name is kimi
DivaVivaLF (11:13:21 PM): my name isnt kimi
lechuga727 (11:13:21 PM): no
lechuga727 (11:13:24 PM): yes it is
DivaVivaLF (11:13:49 PM): i'm pretty sure u have the wrong person
DivaVivaLF (11:13:51 PM): sorry
DivaVivaLF (11:14:19 PM): maybe ur kimi's uncle jim..i wouldnt be suprised if she had one
lechuga727 (11:15:23 PM): no you are kimi
DivaVivaLF (11:15:32 PM): believe me i'm not
lechuga727 (11:15:45 PM): oh my....wrong person sorry
DivaVivaLF (11:15:52 PM): yup
DivaVivaLF (11:15:57 PM): no problem
DivaVivaLF (11:16:35 PM): bye
lechuga727 (11:16:37 PM): have
lechuga727 (11:16:38 PM): bye
  • Current Music
    Everclear - Local God

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I only live what I want to live, and feel what I wish to feel... my favorite thing in the world is to be numb... and watch the people dance beside me... can you know the person you are? and if you do, is that really knowing yourself? how many people in the world think they're alone, when there so much inside of yourself to play with... lol.. heh... maybe we should get together and dance, drink, and just be...