December 21st, 2001


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i'm awake....adn i really dont want to be.... uch....if AC deosnt call me by like 10..i'm leaving.. and i'll go do my whole michivious plan by myself.. i dunno...i'm really really tired still and i cant go back to sleep...

i have a feeling everything is going to suck for like a while....

at least kimi comes home today... but again as i've said a million and three times before...i dont know whats gonna happen

why is my stepdad home? he should be at work

i'm still incredably pissed off at he's just bringing up irrelivent shit that he doesnt understand..


i'm me at home..or on my it fuckin mattters
  • Current Music
    The Juliana Theory- - understanding the dream


i go downstairs to try and find food to eat right.. my stepdad starts bitching at me about not having a job..that all i do is sit on my ass all day and not do anything.. that i'm useless.... as opposed to bitchign at me, why dont u fuckin try to help me.. stupid father figures.. i was already having a bad morning.. all i wanted to do is get a fuckin potatoe roll.. and not have to deal with any conversation.. none the less bitching.. i'm about to fuckin kirk out.. i'm gonna go take my shower and ge tthe fuck out of this house..i dont wanna go home tonight..maybe i can stay at Mirabai's or somethign... i do NOT want to be here

i'm about to fuckin cry

why is there ALWAYS so much fuckin pressure on the child.. what his children left u have to throw all the bullshit on the young one.. FUCK are a bad parent....

fathers suck.....all of them
  • Current Music
    Linkin Park - In The End