will it ever stop hurting?
not even about you right now, i really just miss your friendship now more than anything.. but just in general.
why should i be consistently surprised that everyone is significantly inconsiderate.
why are the only people interested in me married or have girlfriends.
why do tall people stand directly in front of me at shows.
why was i banned from okcupid and why won't anyone return my emails.
why can't the people i love just give me confirmed dates for the tours i want to go on.
why is everyone so full of hate
why does my grandma keep bringing up politics but ignoring very true facts she thinks isn't real. then telling me not to get upset when i'm obviously very upset about all of it all the time and constantly ask her not to bring it up but she does anyway then doesnt like what i have to say. THEN STOP BRINGING IT UP NANA.
why won't skunk anansie ever tour the US.
why do i have so much will power with some things but not the other things i really want it for.
why do i constantly get shit on for trying to practice self care. then whenever i finally get a chance to, i'm always super anxious about it and feel judged and pressured when no one is even around
why is my hair growing in so fucking weird and unruly
why am i still so butthurt about clay deleting me but keeping other people he actively hates. or is it just about the suns and the fact i won't be there anymore
why can't people actually just be honest with me about things.
why can't i sleep ever