July 27th, 2018


never hugging again

i just broke my friend's rib by hugging him..I'm never hugging anyone again

i felt it.. ive hurt people but I've never broken anyones rib before..im traumatized rn and he's making fun of me..like emphasising his pain around me cause he knows I'm flipping out

im crying in my car.. i feel so fucking awful

he still has to play another set..he's like "ohh ive had broken ribs before"

I'm super not okay about this

dyllan is like begging me not to feel shitty. he was like "i can still sing and that's all that matters, it could've been worse" ... but i started crying again and i had to fucking leave..like i dont know how to not feel shitty about this